Since leaving London escorts, I have not felt that sexy. I cannot believe that we have only been married for a few months but yet something strange has come over me. When I worked for London escorts, I often felt like I was the perfect sexy goddess but since then things seem to have gone wrong. Some days when I look in the mirror I do not feel that I am connected to the person standing in front of me.
It is a bit like marriage completely changed me. One minute I was this sexy vixen but the next minute I was a Surrey housewife. To be honest, I am not sure this dramatic change has done me any good. I miss London escorts like mad, and I think that my husband is missing his sexy wife as well. When we first met while I was still working for London escorts, I have to admit that I was indeed a very different person. All I need now is twin set and pearls.
My husband keeps laughing at me and saying that it is an adjustment period that I am going through but I am not so sure. It feels totally different being out here in Surrey and it is a little bit like I have lost my mojo.Main problem is that I am away from my friends at London escorts. I keep remembering how much fun we used to have together. That is not the only thing that is sorting making me feel bad about myself. My new husband does not want me to talk about my former career with London escorts.
Honestly, I don’t know what I should be talking to the local ladies about. They seem to have totally different interests from me, and I feel a bit lost in it. My husband says that they would not think very highly of me if I told them that I used to work for London escorts. I know that it may not be the right thing to do but it is part of my life. London escorts and I go back a very long way, and I did enjoy escorting in London.
I am not sure if I should stay here or not. It is not easy for me to switch between a respectful housewife and the freaky sexy girl that my husband wants me to be. When he comes home at night, I am may not have had anybody to talk to all day, so I am not really ready to be his perfect sex kitten. I want to be able to sit on the sofa and just have a nice chat to him. That is not what he always expects of our relationship and I keep on wondering how long I will be able to hold this marriage together. I am doing my best and I hope that I will be able to find a happy medium soon. Sex freak at night and a member of the Women’s Institute during the day.